ho-humm….

 ”You know i used to spend every day thinking about you and dreaming about you, and everytime you walked by i lost myself, do you know what that feels like? And you couldnt possibly know what it feels like to have that person not have the same feelings back. Look, i’m sorry if you miss the way i looked at you, but i dont miss the way you never looked at me.“  “You wanna know what the truth is? I still love you and I probably will love you for a very long time. But I can’t just be your buddy, because as much as i enjoy the concept of being “just friends” in reality it’s a bizarre form of torture and i’m just not willing to participate in it. so right now what i wanna do is just move on and get over you and the only way for me to do that is to not be around you anymore.”

“Letting go isn’t a one time thing, its something you do everyday, over and over again“

“It seems a little sad that I was the girl whose only purpose was to help you find out who you’re really in love with.“

“I’m scared that I’m going to end up alone. I’m scared that I’m always going to be somebody’s friend, or sister, or confidant, never quite somebody’s everything. Mostly I’m scared I’m never going to find a guy that I love as much as I love you. “

“Maybe some friendships aren’t meant to be saved. maybe we’re meant to spend a
certain part of our life with certain people…and then move on.“

“ don’t know. It’s like, there’s this person that you want to be for other people. To make them proud of you. And then there’s you. And sometimes it’s hard to tell where one ends and the other begins. Does that make any sense?“

“in the best possible way, you have absolutely wrecked me, because you see, i fell in love with you knowing that there was never any possibility of being with you.“

“So you’re breaking my heart into a million pieces, and you’re saying it’s because I deserve better?“

“Because… I saw you out there talking to her. I saw your face when you were watching her leave, and I realized that… she hurt you way more than you ever hurt me“

“I’m leaving because you never asked me to stay “

“as you know, I’m not good at goodbyes but i guess that’s what this is, a real one this time, because as much as i thought i wanted us to be together, i guess what i want more is to be one of those people who lives every moment of his life without indecision and without regrets, someone who dares to disturb the universe without a thought to the consequences, and you’re not one of those people, at least not yet, maybe you’ll prove me wrong about that one day, i hope you do, but who knows? maybe people can’t change, maybe we’re doomed to repeat the same mistakes over and over again no matter how hard we try. i always hope for a happy ending, how crazy is that? take care of yourself.“

(dawson’s creek)