the other side of Anggie

 Angelina Jolie

             ”We come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.”

***awwwww…..( I never thought Anggie could be this mushy…..)***

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              When I was about to go to the office, it rained so hard that I was having difficulty getting a ride. Putsa! Baha na naman! Good thing though was, I still have money to take a cab. Ang basa ko kaya! Nakakainis. Ayoko pa naman sanang magdala ng payong . Heto pa. Si manong driver, bago pa ‘ata sa trabaho. Di alam kung saan kami pupunta. Hay naku! Kung mamalasin ka nga naman!Basa na nga, late pa!

       While I was thinking of my alibi as to why I was late, the song of Toni Gonzaga (We belong) was being played on the radio. The song goes like this:

 I’ve tried to tell you
So many times this feelings of mine
But it’s not that easy
Letting you know
How i love you so

complete me, you complete me
I’ve never felt this way
Complete me, you complete me
Like words and melody

Don’t you know that we both belong, baby
Don’t you know that we will last forever
Don’t you know that we both belong
I knew it from the start

Hoping that someday
For that hello, just a simple hello
And maybe tomorrow
I’m the reason you’ll smile
And you make my day

              I can’t help but smile…La lang. I just remembered something. Yesterday afternoon, I updated my friendster account. La lang. Nag-upload ako ng mga pictures ko(which should have been done a long time ago!). When I was done,I checked the updates like sinong may bagong pics and testimonials. Basa, basa then tawa ng konti. Andami na palang pagbabago sa website na ngayon ko lang nakita. Magcheck ba naman ng account swerte na lang ng isang beses sa isang buwan! Tsk!tsk! tsk!

       I was about to logged out when I remembered to send an email to a friend. And then out of my curiosity, I checked ‘his’ friendster account. Curios lang. Pero di pa nangangalahati, I got frustrated. Mano ba namang lahat na ata ng nagtesti sa kanya eh puros babae. I read one and guess what? ‘Di ko alam kung matatawa ba ako or maiinis. Imagine, she was that blunt to tell him how she felt! Gosh! Nakakahiya. I mean, enough na ‘yong alam na nya but the mere fact na pinangalandakan mo pa, that’s another story. Natawa ako. Sabi ko pa, “Shucks! I can’t believe I fell for this guy! Andaming tsiks.” And then I realized something…

        Siguro nga, inggit lang ako. Inggit, kasi I don’t have the same courage and I don’t have the guts to do the same thing. Di ko kayang sabihin kasi I know wala rin namang mangyayari. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, ako rin kaya? Pero something stopped me. I held back. Di ko kaya. Ewan… bahala na si Batman!